Father, my creator, what is my purpose here on earth? I am being distracted; I have fallen into sin. I am struck with fatigue and struggling to make decisions with a clear mind. I am uncomfortable and unhappy.
Please fill me with peace. Please help me to find my way. The people for me, where are they? My children have left me. My babies are somewhere that has been too dark for me. I don’t want to be without my babies anymore God. Please show me the way. I do not want to make another move unless you make it clear to me what that is. Please wake me up on the inside. Please show me the truth. I have endured the suffering. I have learned the word.
So many try to lead us astray. But I know you are the only way. If I do not come from you, it says you will still save me if I cry out to you. Will you hear my cry? Gods’ mercy endureth forever. So many times, I have gone where I thought you would be. I do not trust anyone anymore. I do not know who is for me. So many times, I have fallen back into the same things you have freed me from. Lust, porn addiction, alcohol, and drugs have consumed me keeping me in the dark.
I have created a family out of the love for you God, and I am feeling like the devils have deceived me yet again. Fill me with Love God. Fill me with Peace God. Give me my reason to live, show me my purpose.
